The most tensed days of my life

From my early childhood , I have been a guy who becomes very tensed whenever any problems arises, or you can say a problem which had not arrived yet but just thinking of it in advance.
In my life, the most tensed days of my life were the days when I gave my final exams and the time when we awaits the results to be out. Although during my junior school I was a brilliant student, I was not as worried as I was during my next phase of my schooling (Senior school). I kept deteiorating in my studies and was in a very poor condition by the time I was in my 10th, I had done very badly in my prelims. After giving the Board exams I was more restless and daily see what I have done in my paper and counting that whether I will get passing marks or not. ON the result day I was not aware that the reselt has been declared, when my father had gone to office and returned back and said that the result was out and Asking what I have done in my exams. I got much frightened. Then he said that I have passed , then only I become normal. Next was When I gave my 12th, it was the same things I was doing that I have done before, in my 10th results. This time also I was not aware that the results was out. This time one of my best friend called me and said that I have got 75% marks. I cannot believe what he said because I only know what I have done in my exams. I with my father, then, went to school that whether my friend had seen the result of the boy sitting before me as he was a topper of our school. Then after seeing result that I have got pass (not with 75%) but with good markd than I have thought. These were the most testing times of my life.