My most difficult time of my life

There is some time in everyone's life when he would call it the most difficult time of his life.
I too have the most difficult time of my life when I lost my father unexpetedly and untimely. It was in August 2004 when this tragic incident happened with us which had created a large vaccum in our family, especially in my & my sister's life (even felt today by us). That night was the worst night of my life where my father was lying dead and I could not got a moment to sit and cry beside him, because if I cry how could I console my family. So I made myself strong (which I was not from the inside) and consoled my family. We were not at all ready for this, and it was in just in a matter few minutes that our whole world was shattered in a darkness, where many discission were to take and, and for every discission there were many advices (correct and wrong), from which we have to take the right discission, otherwise the future would not be as we expect.
I thank to my (the then) legal advisor who helped us in that time to overcome the then major problem of our family.
But at that time, I was the only male member of my family and so all the responsibilities automatically came upon my shoulders (as before that I was not at all serious about my life and my future and always escape from the responsibilities that were given to me), and so thereon I have to shoulder the responsibilities of my family, and take the right and correct discissions for them. Truely, in the beginning I faced many difficulties in handling the then problems and taking the correct discissions, but as it is a saying that "where there is a way there is a will". I steadied myself and along with my sister studied the problems which came in our family in detail and took the correct discission for it as there was nobody else to help us. But slowly and gradually we paved our way from that difficult time of life but the loss (of my father) is still felt by us very much.
Sorry........ for making you bored, by telling my most worst days of my life........but as I did not tell it to anyone , so I am writing it down.....about as I have gone through that time and faced it..............

What I mean by getting the right knowledge

In every man's life there is a stage when he is supposed to go to school and earn knowledge. According to the Vedas also, in a man's life first 25 years of life is only for studing. Parents also says that to earn knowledge and to got success in life everyone has to go to school. I also have done that for the last 23 years, but if I go through my life and the phase after my school (Specially the last 4 years), I feel that the knowledge which I gained from the outside world is much more than those I got in the school or college. I also feel that the book knowledge is necessary but it is not at all efficient for anyone. The main knowledge one can get is by experiencing and facing the world by its own and taking his dissicions by its own in the time of any problem. Because I think practical knowledge in life is always important than any other knowledge, and the practical knowledge in life is the most important of all. It is also important for get into any debate which we face everyday in some or the other matter (sometimes correct and sometimes unnecessary). We should give any advice to others if we have the experience of our own. We should also have some main key knowledge in all the fields which is concerned with us or not, as it not have to seem to concern with us today but if we have some key knowledge of the subject it would help us later in the life if we face it. Not only having the knowledge in every matter will help but also we have to update ourself with the surroundings and the matter, otherwise inspite of having the knowledge, we will not be updated with the latest facts with the subject ( As today in every field there is a very fast change everywhere)
Today, I thank God and Ebiz for this practical knowledge which had made me a complete man to face the world, and also helped me in succeed in life and to take the right discisions not only for me but for many others too...... Sometimes, when I sit alone I think that what would be my life be if I had not got the opportunity(via EBIZ) to interact with the 1000's of type of people and their mindset over any issue and life.
I have tried a little to give my feelings on having the practical knowledge in life..........which I think will help everybody if they understand it clearly and correctly.

The things which make me regret

In our life there are many things which we do, knowingly or unknowingly, for which we regret later in the life. But sometimes we regret on those things for which we have not done in our life. I feel there is only one life to live and the days which have gone by will never come back to us in this life, so we should enjoy each & every moent of the life to the fullest. In our every phase of life there are many things to do, and which should be done in that phase of life only. In my life also there are many such things happened which I haven't done during that phase of my life which have passed away. One of the thing is that I haven't done is I am a very shy person and have not approached or talked to any girl of my own, and so never have a girlfriend in my life for which I regret the most. Many of my friends who have one or more than one girlfriends always make fun of me by talking of their girlfriends and their relationships. I sometimes feel very frustated by their words, but hold my emotions by just diverting of the topic.

Sometimes I think that doing these type of affairs are a very challenging and interesting thing but sometimes it feel like very boring or time consuming, which affect our career(or it is just a way in which I could console myself).

But seriously when I think that why I don't have a girlfriend, then I have the answer that I have nothing that a girl wants in his boyfriend, i.e. good looks, personality, and above all, money to impress someone.
Although I regret it very much, but now, in my present phase of my life I barely have time to impress any girl to be my girlfriend, as I am now serious with my studies and career, and later on think of any girl after achieving any goals, as I now don't want to regret for anything else in my life.

Young Vs Old Generation

From the time since the world have came into the existence, it has been seen that there has been always have been a generation gap between the generations........ It has been said that the older generation is always muchamore experience than his younger counterpart. But I think that the younger generation is much more generation is much more smarter and up to date with the latest technologies and is always trying to innovate new ideas and innovations in their workfield and home. I have met many people during the last year and have found out that many people do not know about the latest................forget about the latest...............don't even know about the basic knowledge about the computers and the new technologies.
Now a days, I feel that the daily works which our fathers and grandfathers use to do has been much more easies and time consuming............But still I see that many of the people are still unaware of the latest technologies which the Govt. has provided for the general public, which has been ignored or the people feel it as a threat that whether their work will be done or not(which is a big mind blockage), infact ot makes the people satisfied by going and have it done in front of their eyes. Many of my relatives are also among this category, I have tried to explained them about the use the better technologies (like the E mail, and other online services) but have failed miserabely. But according to me, it is fast and reliable.
Sometimes I think that what will they do after about 10-15 years when there waill be paperless work done everywhere, and how will the people cope with the changes around them.....A matter worth thinking.