Mistakes of my life

I sometimes think that in my life I have done some mistakes ,out of which some were blunders, of which I think that if I was able to take the correct dicission in the correct time, then my life would have been much more different. According to Gita "Jo hua achcha hua, jo ho raha hai...................................... achcha hoga".



Today, I would like to tell about my first girl whom I liked. I met her first when I was doing EBiz. She was one of my associate's guest. It was on 3rd August 2006,at evening around 4:30, I met her for the first time.On request of my associate (also a girl), I along with her, went to her friend's home to pick her up for the meeting. I did not notice her while going to the meeting. But after meeting ,I along with my sister went to her home to take the followup of the meeting. There I saw her clearly for the first time. I was also surprised to know that she was also

Bengali, and her condition was almost like us . We talked to her family and convinced them to join EBiz. Then we met regularly but never talked. Whenever talked, just like an upline(boss).

Then in Sept'06 we were to go to Amritsar. And there was also a order from our uplines to take all the associates with us. Now while on the trip to Amritsar, I don't know what happened, but I started to develop a feeling towards her. Although she was not my dreamgirl for whom I have thought since my early days, but still I started liking her. But I did not tell my feelings to anyone (except my sister, who was now a much good friend of her's). But I made my entire efforts to be her very good friend. But unfortunately I think that I failed in doing so. Then due to my studies I lost contacts with her for about a year and a half or so. But suddenly last Sunday she met us in Bharat Seva Ashram on Saraswati Puja and told that she was going to get married in a few days. But the big surprise was yet to come, ofter 3 days she called my sister and told that, "tomorrow is my marriage and please do come with your brother".

Now what shall I say, we went to her wedding and gave her the wish of having a good and prosporous marriage life......
And again started for my next search...............which I dont know will end.